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Grasping Petals by Shomiha Grasping Petals :iconshomiha:Shomiha 0 0 Red Pine by Shomiha Red Pine :iconshomiha:Shomiha 7 4 Grand Father by Shomiha Grand Father :iconshomiha:Shomiha 0 2 Feline Darkness by Shomiha Feline Darkness :iconshomiha:Shomiha 1 7 Johnny the homicidal maniac by Shomiha Johnny the homicidal maniac :iconshomiha:Shomiha 1 4 MISAKI by Shomiha MISAKI :iconshomiha:Shomiha 1 2 Lenore and Ragamuffin by Shomiha Lenore and Ragamuffin :iconshomiha:Shomiha 6 4 Edward Elric by Shomiha Edward Elric :iconshomiha:Shomiha 15 17 Inu Yasha by Shomiha Inu Yasha :iconshomiha:Shomiha 12 8
The fickleness of New Jersey weather seemed appropriate for once, I thought as i ambled through an abandoned street. I trembled as the cold droplets of water arrayed my skin, which shone a different kind of light today - A dark light. The rain started to stab me harder, and I intently observed my surroundings. Has rain always made the world look so bland, as if there was a transparent sheet of tungsten that devoured the earth? And if so, Why haven't i ever noticed it before? Maybe if I had known that the path I'd chosen would lead me to the slaughterhouse, rather than what i hoped to be "destination dreamland" I would've inhaled all that was viewed small, and unimportant.
The gushing of warm tears felt oddly comforting as it fought off the icy sting the cruel droplets left behind. It's so hard to believe that there once was a time when the cold was not my foe, but a friend. A friend that had injected deception into the vein that connected us for so long. My dim imagination suddenly bro
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Losing Truth
The truth use to shine down on me with it's fraying rays.
I could not allow myself to endure in it's bothersome ways.
So I threw it towards the sea, hoping to keep the truth at bay.
Light wasn't so bad when distance was also there to stay.
For once I was sure that everything would be okay, ignorant to the fact that my action of change had sent the truth to drift astray.
Fazed by the new fragrance that seemed to replace the humid air, I too started to drift into a unconscious haze without a care.
When I woke I was already too late, the time had already come when truth ceased to convey.
I was injected into darkness, everything black with shades of gray.
Walking blindly around for hours I thought about how I would never experience another perfectly illuminated mid morning in May.
Suddenly a wave of dim light swallowed the land, intensifying by the minute and introducing familiar sights: Trees, Water, and Sand.
In the matter of seconds I spotted the source, it was the object of certainty s
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Defeating God?
I've come to the conclusion that I must defeat god, but I don't know where to find god - let alone defeat him. If only I had some directions, or at least a microscopic bit of hard proof then maybe I wouldn't have to feel like my hate towards god is towards myself. That this battle I'm fighting is actually some sick mind play, and I'm only beating myself up. Screw self righteousness, and meaning because I want to believe in god for all the wrong reasons - for the alleviation of obsessive curiosity, and blame. I once enjoyed my strain less existence, or that's what i thought of it then. Pity me because I have never felt this trapped before, torturous - as if I had the whole world to myself, but completely limbless. Conspiracies spring up as the question get deeper, and now I'm left wondering if this self eradicating wonder is a punishment. Maybe when the raw pain of life collides with god's wrath on earth it becomes the worst kind of hell. Is this my proof, and if so does not sinking dee
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Before the sun breaks through by Shomiha Before the sun breaks through :iconshomiha:Shomiha 0 0 I heart bookss by Shomiha I heart bookss :iconshomiha:Shomiha 4 9 I wonder if it goes on forever by Shomiha I wonder if it goes on forever :iconshomiha:Shomiha 2 5 Gone by Shomiha Gone :iconshomiha:Shomiha 0 0


peter pan and wendy by hannuss peter pan and wendy :iconhannuss:hannuss 10 2 Sunny Day by Noxmoony Sunny Day :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 44 12 Relaxing by Noxmoony Relaxing :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 31 21 A Steaming Bowl by Noxmoony A Steaming Bowl :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 171 49 Madara and Nine tails (Naruto) by irtixboy Madara and Nine tails (Naruto) :iconirtixboy:irtixboy 59 27 Spike and Faye (Cowboy Bebop) by irtixboy Spike and Faye (Cowboy Bebop) :iconirtixboy:irtixboy 27 4 Elephant by AnanyaArts Elephant :iconananyaarts:AnanyaArts 99 40 Hiya by Noxmoony Hiya :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 21 16 Spiegel by Arienzio Spiegel :iconarienzio:Arienzio 221 13 Sleepywaddle by Noxmoony Sleepywaddle :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 192 59 The meet by Noxmoony The meet :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 124 28 Blossoms by Noxmoony Blossoms :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 84 25 Down by Noxmoony Down :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 7 9 Drenched by Noxmoony Drenched :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 38 13 Chillin by Noxmoony Chillin :iconnoxmoony:Noxmoony 20 9 SUBMARINE by dummybunny SUBMARINE :icondummybunny:dummybunny 51 8


It's nearly years since I wrote my last Journal Entry, and it scares me how similar my situation still is, despite all the changes. Anyways, now I have a Instagram:
So follow me if you wish. I'm going to write a more detailed Journal Entry soon.Thank you.


Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Favorite Comic Book: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Lenore

Favorite Movies: Submarine (2010), Thumbsucker

Favorite Music: Predominately sub-genres of Rock and Metal, but I make exceptions for songs from other genre if they have awesome/relate-able lyrics.

Favorite Anime: Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Welcome to the NHK, Death Note, Bleach, Inu Yahsa, Rurouni Kenshin

Favorite TV Shows: Metalocalypse, Misfits, South Park, The Office, Supernatural, 30 Rock, The IT Crowd, Game of Thrones, The Adventures of Pete & Pete, Hey Arnold, Invader Zim, Kappa Mikey


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Chowah Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama badge!!
P.S-You are really pretty!!!!
Kivutar Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav. c:
Kivutar Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch. :aww:
LeslieAnnODell Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the watch! :heart:
Yami-Kaira Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
freezingmoon Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favourite and comment. You have a lovely gallery
Shomiha Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem, I could say the same about your gallery :)
Alavi-TheArtist Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch :aww:
Shomiha Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Right back at you :Approval:
Alavi-TheArtist Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
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